Halloween with autism fail

My day was going great after the Reike therapy that I had in the morning. I came out relaxed and new for working at my restaurant. Quickly, I finished cleaning dishes and after that I called my friend to pick me up to the restaurant. Meanwhile he was on his way... I received a call from my "suppossed" DJ job. I turned the speaker on my phone so my Mom and I can litsen to the conversation. He asked me first that if I can come to the party that he invited me few days ago and I said sure. I asked him If I can bring my DJ equipmet to DJ the night at Atlanta and he said that I can.

Now here comes the Stressful part... I told my mom that I got invited to a party for Djing and she imediately told me that the phone call is a scam becuase of what she heard first on the conversation. I tried to explain my mom so she can beleive that I can dj at the party

I started to cursed at my mom and tread her meanfully that my dad got mad at me. I got so pissed of that I tried to steal my parents car to go to the party but I felt bad after I heard my mom yelling STOP! so I did

My friend came after all the stressedful moment that I had and my mom told him that go hang out at his house while I was planning an escape plan. So I'm at my friends house and I decided to call my mom and tell her how much I hate her. I started throwing my flip phone to the floor with allot of force of how mad I was. my mom told me to calm down and live the moment that I am leaving at the time. So I calmed down and breathe deepy to relax myself. and the rest of the night was to scare the trick o thriters and spend it at my restaurant.

What I learned today was to not insult my parent's. they give me the best help to be happy and I am still sad. all of this because I don't want to help myself. But next try... I will try harder to be HAPPY!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!

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